“it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. sometimes i feel like i’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much. my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst …and then i remember … to relax, and not try to hold on to it. and then it flows through me like rain. and i can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. you have no idea what i’m talking about, i’m sure. don’t worry … you will someday.”